This is my blog, where I talk earnestly about all the things that are in my mind. Lots of mental health stuff, lots of autistic hyperfixations, and so on.
NOTE: I'm in the very slow process of backporting all of my stuff. A bunch of blog posts needs to be added back here but it's a tedious project, so I'm working on it very slowly. Because I had finally moved everything elsewhere and like, two days after that, I made the decision to go back to Bear Blog so I have to redo everything. It's annoying.
Anyway. Check back for more soon.
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AI ruined some of my most precious accessibility tools.
Defending AI in the name of accessibility is a scam.
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The Fediverse has an antisemitism problem.
"We, collectively, need to do better about antisemitism and call that shit out when we see it."
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It was my birthday! [It's been three years since I came out as transfeminine.]
Survived a third year. Here's to many more.
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Mental health medication update (Buspirone)
I may have found something that works, this time.
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The Magic of Hindsight Worldbuilding
A little storytelling trick that I love dearly.
- "Just Rey"
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The Concord Effect / The Floodgates of Apathy
That's right, you get two titles for the price of one because this bunny couldn't decide.
- My home internet is terrible... but I (may) have a solution.
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Talking to my anxious brain.
Trying to discuss with my anxious brain, make it see reason.
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From gender confusion to gender revolution.
Gender. It's fake. It's fiction. We made it up. This one was invented by our writers.
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Writing trauma into something new.
Trying to escape that moment, turning this pain into something new.
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Today was a good day.
Small wins are still wins.
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I'm officially autistic.
To nobody's surprise.
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"Video games are too political now."
Oh my god, fuck off already.
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Memory of my england school trip.
In 2013, I took a trip to England with my middle school. I have lots of memories of that, but one unexpectedly sticks out.
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I miss singing.
I miss singing, I miss acting, I miss writing, I miss directing.
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A part of me is stuck in the past.
My brain, as well as what feels like a piece of my soul, is perpetually stuck in a part of my past and can't get out of it.
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Blogging and brushing my way through a depressive episode.
Doing the best I can with what I have. And what I have are tiny little things that helps a ton.
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The last psychiatrist I saw was a giant asshole.
Like, more than "your average psychiatrist with a trans woman", I mean.
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Highschool was one of the worst period of my life.
I was promised that these would be some of the best years of my life. They weren't.